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The Damned Dam (Leaving New Orleans)

After four months in New orleans all I haveto show for is is this one minute video made for the City One Minutes project.

Tony Cambell and Matt Vis read a first sketch of the script for a project that I have begun working on. The script is called “The Damned Dam”, it is set in the near future, in Bosnia. It is based on a true story of a spoof broadcast on Radio Lukavac in 2000. The radio show was about the dam on river Spreca breaking. At the time the show alarmed the locals of Lukavac and they even closed some schools and factories. In the script the damn breaks for real and the characters, Tarik and Merima are trying to warn the people by playing them the old radio broadcast.
The video is shot in New Orleans Lower Garden District, on the corner of Camp and Thalia streets, on what is left of an old movie theater that burned down some years ago. The lot has been for sale for some time. The debris of the building has long been cleaned up and the only indicator of that it was once a theater are the masonry steps of the former entrance that now resemble a mini stage with an auditorium on the street corner. The empty lot being a common sight of the New Orleans urban landscape. The storyline also relates to New Orleans - as it tells of a place that is under constant threat of a flood while  the video gives a portrait of a quiet street corner in the utilized as a stage for a performative act - reminding of the site’s former function. Even though it was hard to jam the hole narrative into the short one minute format, I hope that one senses the storyline that tells of urgency in the face of a pending catastrophe.

Camera and Editing: Lala Rascic
Performers: Generic Art Solutions (Matt Vis, Tony Campbell)
Thank you: Daryn De Luco

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“Private” Madness

the private

Let us suppose that everyone has his private madness. Knowledge without truth would be the labour or the attention of an intense singualrity analogous to this “private” madness - for everything private is madness to the extent at least that we seek, though it, to communicate.

Maurice Blanchot - The Writing of the Disaster

Beside myself

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It goes like this, instead of concentrating on the performance I have been living thru a nightmare of dealing with scale and priority. All focus has been lost and I have been dedicated to finishing some vector drawings that are totally beside the point.

I am looking for a way to be beside myself, just like my vector drawings are beside the point.

I have overcome my fight with subjectivity and are looking now for a narrative - where is it? In my last post I was talking about form. I was looking for it. For articulation. Everything is articulated by now. Over articulated. I got a plan,  the screen , the watercolors, the friggin’ vector drawings, the book is in the making - look above, it is a drawing, an illustration!

A note on performance  -I have a fear of articulating my thoughts for the purpose of verbalizing them in front of an audience.

Second note on performance - it is that fear that keeps pushing me more and more into theatre.

I am beside myself with worry about what it will amount to.

Subjective

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I have no Idea if I have met the objectives I have set before myself upon my arrival in Vienna. One thing I can say for sure is that I have set upon an open ended journey…The show is on 09.12. I am preparing a new performance.

So, went to see a pretty good show yesterday “A Question of Evidence” at Thyssen-Bornemisza. Apart form being interesting just because  it maps and talks of difficult issues in East Asian countries like Burma, India, Tibet , China (issues that are being totally overseen and forgotten because all our media are ga-ga for Obama) I loved how all the works in the show worked with the document. I loved how most of the works actually fabricated narrative by usage of documentary footage and artefact. The show did need a  level of concentration and patience just to go thru all the text and context written in small letters on the wall. Wish those text providing context were a bit more easier to see, well, it was an opening.

Why am I writing this? Well, the biggest problem I have encountered in this new process of mine is talking about myself, displaying subjectivity. I feel somehow that in light of social circumstances, current events, foreign affairs, etc., my inner world really is a second-tier issue. I am so afraid to talk about my own world - directly - that I have chose to hide behind a paravan for the performance I plan to deliver.  I started reading R.Barthes’ “Camera Lucida”, I much appreciate his theory of photography based on a totally personal and emotional and individual perspective - how he relates to the photograph of his dead mother. All the work yesterday - based on “evidence” also - a display of multiple perspectives that are -in fact - subjective. I am a bit reassurred that what I am pursuing is no totally worthless.

In any case content is one thing - form is the other. Issues of form now are how to make theater out of the personal and make it funny and interesting and entertaining in the process.

I will be publishing more about that project here on the blog.

ILLUMINATE

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Light is the matter which I am currently concerned with. When I talk about projection, illumination and light these days I think and talk about it in a non-material way, I talk of it as the Platonic idea.

Coming to Vienna I have given myself as set of assignments.

Assignment #1: Images, sort out thru thousands of photographs that have been multiplying on my computer. The photo library reaches back to 2004. All those folders with names, containing photographs of forgotten events, some good some sad, that one never takes the time to come back to, not in thought - not in the computer, have been sitting there and fading as a memory does or as a photographic print does.
As predicted, sudden visits to moments lived years back, triggered intense emotional responses. The idea of revisiting the past comes at a time when I feel in my live a need for reflection and reevaluation.
Reflection - here we come to light. Images bring back memories that once again project into the forefront of the consciousness. The image projects, the image is the light. It is itself of the medium of light.

Assignment #2: Draw. Use images to produce drawings. Use light table, trace on the window, project the image onto paper. Use light as a tool to draw. Use light to project the already (in the minds eye) projected image to guide the hand.
I have been tracing over photos always. Ivan Grubanov gave me advice about an interesting excersize that I intend to pursue. The intention of the exercise it to get into the medium of drawing using the methods that I already employ.
Note on drawing: Select and choose and pick the motifs that are to be the drawings. Drawing is to be a by - product of a process. I never draw or paint to produce a drawing or painting. I draw or paint to induce…It is a less abstract than thought, it is a polygon for thought.

Assignment #3: Live it out in the process, images illuminate, trigger emotional reactions, I confront myself thru confronting the images over and over in drawing, the images delivered to me by light, acts of drawing and looking performing the function of light - of cleansing, of searching - of discovery.
I shall write of these processes, I will find correspondences between forgotten memory, personal need for reflection, this city, light and the performative acts of writing, speaking, drawing - that seem to guide me and illuminate my way.

Do not be surprised if you come to me expecting a satirical text and get shone on.

Individual Utopias at Natural Relations

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Most recently I performed my Individual Utopias on the 2008 edition of the exhibition-festival City of Women, Natural Relations in SKUC Gallery, Ljubljana, 24.06.

Met a great crowd of women, enjoyed the show. The space of the gallery had the sound bouncing all around me, so I am not sure how clear my words were to the audience, but anyway I have recieved some really good reactions.

While spending days with David and Vanda at their Motovun home we did have some disussions how art should communicate to the general public.  I am presonally always for a more populist approach, even if I rarely manage to suceed in appealing to a wide and varied public.

I just hope now that Individual Utopias is a work that can communicate and relate to a really broad audience, especially in Bosnia and Herzegovina, who can see this piece as an illustration of their reality.

Ukrao sam svar - I Stole This

Getting all work done I never shared my video for Domes, one of Zvukbroda. The song is his and the video is a birthday present. We made it as a one-shot, one-off, one take shoot after the filming of a bigger production I was doing for Bosnian TV while all the camera dolly and light was in place.

B.O.P Gallery opening photos

Lala - Exhibition Opening

Individual Utopias opening in Zagreb

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In spite of the cracked ceramics and the last-minute installing the show opened in B.O.P Gallery, Zagreb and went fine. Still don’t know if it was a huge sucess, but I am very happy with the results of the project.

There were a thousand openings last night in town so I am very happy with the turnout of the guests. I just hope that many of them come back to dedicate an hour to the exhibition, as that is how long it really takes to see and understand the show. There is lot to see and hear and I think it can draw into its narrative anyone who has any sort of social consciousness. Again a heart-braking story wrapped in beauty and humor.

After a long period of working, the project is finished and now I await for the fruits of my labor. The art book stole the show, thanks to Laboratorium’s design. I am performing the script with Vuneny live on 24.06. in Ljubljana for the opening of the City of Women and have been invited to do it on the Youth Salon in Zagreb in October.

Will be uploading the materials soon.