It goes like this, instead of concentrating on the performance I have been living thru a nightmare of dealing with scale and priority. All focus has been lost and I have been dedicated to finishing some vector drawings that are totally beside the point.
I am looking for a way to be beside myself, just like my vector drawings are beside the point.
I have overcome my fight with subjectivity and are looking now for a narrative – where is it? In my last post I was talking about form. I was looking for it. For articulation. Everything is articulated by now. Over articulated. I got a plan, the screen , the watercolors, the friggin’ vector drawings, the book is in the making – look above, it is a drawing, an illustration!
A note on performance -I have a fear of articulating my thoughts for the purpose of verbalizing them in front of an audience.
Second note on performance – it is that fear that keeps pushing me more and more into theatre.
I am beside myself with worry about what it will amount to.
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